28 February 2009

who loves you baby

i saw this graffiti on my way home today and i had to get a shot of it. i photoshopped the hell out of it, of course, because the original shot is very light. but it is indicative of life for the last couple of weeks and my participation in it.
for starters this is the first few days i've had off since i've been back from florida. i worked 8 days straight. 2 of them were voluntary, but the rest were mandatory or i wasn't getting paid! anyway, now my body is feeling it. it's like someone has beat me physically up and down the block.
then i had a bit of a rant at my mother, who lives in florida, about her irrational annoyance at people who are single. i had to step in, being a single and alone person. i told her that it's not easy going against something that's hardwired into your basic dna to want. everyone, i don't care what you say, EVERYone wants to mate on some level. and in this day and age it's not really easy. first of all, it's hard if you're older because we are a culture that worships youth and virility. then it's never a good idea to have anonymous encounters with people you meet on line at the bodega, let us not even go there about people on the 'net.
it's a touchy subject with me...but i will get over it as long as people stop bringing it up!
anyway, the graffiti, it made me wonder who Baby was that Papa loves...who was Papa?

16 February 2009

you be the music


i be the poet
with words that
own this page

you be the music

why be
caught in a web
of our own thoughts
lingering over
bitter sorrows
when we could just
lay our sadnesses down
and find the shelter
we deserve
in this wild world

we can
battle the darkness
that stretches across
your face
and beat back
the shadows
that live
in my heart and
stand under a sky
the color of home
wearing happiness
like a stain

i be the poet
you be the music

these be my words
that paint
a horizon
before us

14 February 2009

pooh wei

so, i read 'the tao of pooh' at the behest of one of my very good friends. the whole book shows the basics of taoism through the character of winnie the pooh.
i love winnie the pooh. classic pooh. naked pooh as opposed to the clothed disney version.

what i liked best was that the author described pooh as an uncarved block or 'pu' meaning pure potential and perception without prejudice. or that pooh just IS...no good no bad no beauty no ugly, just IS. he just is a bear of little brain who doesn't think about what he does he just does it and in the end, it all just works out.