i woke up this morning at 7a and wandered around my apartment for a few minutes then i got back in the bed and slept until 11a. i called my cousin because i was to help her move today, but i can't face it today. she was telling me about he new joint and i realized that there were tears on my face. i had been crying in my sleep. a friend of mine told me that my behaviour lately has been self-indulgent, emotional masturbation...but what is it called when you are unconscious? i would love to hear the answer to that one. my cousin saw the pictures i took of myself last week and posted.
Cousin: I want to take pictures of you againi went back and looked at the post she was talking about, and i even mentioned it there is something different about the eyes. i can't pin it down...
Me: God, I don't feel like it Ki.
C: No, listen I saw your post with all of those pictures you took of yorself on the couch..
M: yeeeaaa
C: There is something in your eyes that wasn't there before
M: ruin?
C: No. C'mon...
ENNY-WAY
this guy that i have known for sometime called me he'd been in the streets since i woke up the first time, we were supposed to meet this afternoon, but he's got errands to run out on the island, but then as we were talking, he thought he might come out anyway. and i think i would like to see him, his energy is what i need to get my mind off of this trip it's been on these last few.
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